Malcolm's Autobiography

It's 6 am right now and I woke up like a crazy person crying helplessly cos i dreamt that my auntie was about to leave my home and wanna go back to her own home and i kept begging her not to go, and was crying in my dream. It's so sad, considering her illness for quite some time now, and i kept dreaming of her. I'm constantly having this nightmare, but this time is the worst. My eyes are swollen right now and it is so weird since i haven't been crying for such a long time. I really hope it's just a dream and nothing bad happens. I felt like so wanna call someone and talk to them, but afraid of disturbing people's sleeps. Luckily there's a blog for me to turn to during this time.