Thoughts..

Created on Tuesday, Jan 26th, 2010

I just realized it has been 6 months long since my last post. Well, as I have previously mentioned before that I'm planning to continue my studies in Australia, so i was quite busy with my studies most of my time during the past few months..LOL, eventhough, laziness was partly to be blamed for not updating my blog too HAHA..!

Anyway, yesterday was a very special day, at least for me, since I was able to get the chance celebrating my last few days in Malaysia going KTV with my friends. I felt so happy and thankful at the same time appreciated them for taking their time for throwing such an amazing kinda party before I'm leaving for Australia..We all pretty much enjoyed and singing our lungs out..LOL!


Sometimes, when i think it over the past few years when I was having my 'so-called' breakdown, i felt like i was the most pathetic person on Earth. However, now I felt I was so blessed and I have to thank god for having me surrounded by so many great friends. I used to blame myself a lot regarding to having myself transfer to my current university, but now, i felt so thankful, because of this, i got to know a lot of great new friends and constantly surrounded by them, unlike my previous university, where everyone is so individualistic.

As years changed, I learned a lot of lessons through my experience in the previous year as well, and i would like to share and hope to inspire and motivate people that read my blog who may be having or facing a similar situation that I had faced before. One of it was learned to try accepting the reality and facing the truth, as this will make you feel better in person. Trust me, if you keep running from the truth, you will not go anywhere, as you will constantly feel that you're haunted by the truth, and you don't even have the courage to face people. I strongly believed that every problem has a solution, as it is just a matter of time. Frankly speaking, it also took me such a long time for me to accept the truth, and after i had, i felt so much better and wished that i had done it earlier.

Hence, trying to accept the fact and faced the truth will help a lot in terms of staying away from stress and make us more confidence and feel better about ourselves. Remember to always 'Believe in Yourself!"

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Holiday almost over

Been on holidays and back in my hometown for about 2 weeks and today will be my last nite here staying in my home and sleeping in my very own room sigh~. Anywy, it's always been great coming back to my hometown since there's no need to prepare for my own meals, and other daily chores LOL

I really enjoyed my holiday this time since i went to Simalem, a tourist spot that is famous for its beautiful views. I went there with my brother and his future wife since they were doing wedding photoshoot there. Although, development is still in progress, in the future, it is expected to be equivalent to the Genting Highland in Malaysia.

Me @ the current highest peak hills that can be reached by cars ^^

A sneek peek of one of the photoshoot location with crews taken by me ^^

More about Taman Simalem ^^
http://www.medanku.com/taman-simalem-resort-merek-2/
http://www.tamansimalem.com/web/index.php?/content/blogcategory/14/27/

Secondly, i got the chance to vote for the presidential election for the very first time cos i haven't reached my legal age to vote in the previous election~ hahaha! For some reason, i felt so proud LOL! cos finally my voice is being heard although it's just 0.0000000001% >.< I really think that it is important for us, 'young generation' to vote to let our voices be heard! =)

A huge fish!!! LOL i forgot the name of the fish >.<


My friend & I at Ferris Wheel

Roller Coaster track taken from Ferris Wheel


At HillPark ^^

The rest of my days in my hometown include hanging out and going KTV with friends, went to facial with mom and massage n spa with friends. I really enjoy my life to the fullest when it comes to my hometown LOL

My highschool classmates & I at KTV

My mom & I at my dad's office
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Transformers 2

Just came back from watching Transformers 2, it's an awesome and a must watch movie in my opinion lol..There were like 13 of us watching, but before that, me and one of my friend went to pavilion, cos i wanna buy something there, since i'm going back to my hometown tmrw but it turned out that the product i want is out of stock zzzz, i went all the way from sunway to KL without getting wat i wanted.. really pissed me off lol, but anywy, i managed to buy one clothes and one Kiehl's product ^^V

Since the movie started at 7.30 pm, we decided to shop around there and didnt realise the time was already 6 pm, then we rushed back to sunway pyramid and it was raining somemore, sigh..didnt know why everytime i go to pavilion, always raining -_-'' Finally, we reached pyramid at 7.30 and quickly rushed to the cinema cos our friends were waiting for us, although managed to grab some siew pao, cos both of us were so hungry >.<

Then after movies, some of us decided to hav our dinner but since almost all the cafes n restaurants were closed, we decided to have our dinner nearby pyramid and have to walk quite a bit. It turned out that it was drizzling, so me and my cousin decided to hav our dinner back in our condo and took cab to go home. After reached our condo's lobby, i jz realised i left my things in the cinema, sigh..then i quickly called one of my friends since they were nearby there and asked them to help me find my things..Luckily, they got it, felt so relieve, otherwise rm 200 gone juz like that T.T

Anywy, going to pack my things~ Hopefully can finish it soon cos my friends asked me to go to ikea tmrw since my flight is at 10 PM tmrw cos of the retime, darn airasia! LOL
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DONE~

I've been so busy with my exam these past few days and i'm so happy that i have finally done with my exam and i think i'm doing quite well in today's exam~ wanna go mid valley shopping before going back to my hometown on June 25th lalala~ ^^V
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What's wrong with the world?

I just rediscovered a video through youtube regarding to child abuse by maids. I was really shocked when i saw the video for the very first time and it still really sadden me and i can't imagine how someone has the heart to treat kids like that..



This video reminds me of an incident that happened in my hometown this year around February, which was a shocking news for the whole month in my hometown. The incident was about the maid who burned down her master's house while her master's were overseas, leaving two children in their house and the two children age 14 and 15 , were burned to death along with their beloved dog, because the incident happened at 3 or 4 am and the maid locked up the two children in their rooms while sleeping and locked their front door and gates. Actually the fire department should be blamed as well for their unprofessional conduct, cos they didnt have sufficient equipments. They asked the victims' relatives to find ladder and water, telling them that the ladder was not high enuff to reach the fire and the water was SMALL like pee. The fire department supposed to have that!! Sigh, their grandma told my mom that her grandchildren kept shouting at the window to her 'nai nai, kuai lai jiu wo', means 'grandma, help us faster' until she couldn't even see her grandchildren anymore because of the smog. The grandma told my mom that 'i can't believe i witnessing my own grandchildren dying in front of me, but can't do anything to help them' and she' felt so guilty for that. I'm really getting so emotional writing this, since i can imagine how she felt and i can picture the incident clearly in my mine.

I just want to share with you all and for those who have children, plz be careful when u are gonna leave ur children with maids while you're gonna be away and make sure to have at least one family member to stay with the kids as well. Well, i know sometimes it is unfair to view from a single perspective only and i'm aware that there are also many cases of maid abuse by their masters. Therefore, i would like to convey my message that it is also important to treat maids nicely because they are also human beings. Personally, i always treat my maids nice as well, like sometimes when i went back to my hometown, i often bought them some souvernirs and whatnot. In my opinion, i really think that when you treat people nicely, ppl will treat u nicely in return. As for the maid that was shown in the above vid and the maid who burnt the innocent children to death, i really have no idea whatsoever why they have the heart to do that and i really think they deserve to be punished severely for that. May the 2 children rest in peace and my heart goes out to their family.
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心动心痛 (The Heart Touched, The Heart Hurt)

I jz discover this beautiful song and i think this song has been released quite sometime. But still, i really love the meaning of the song ^^

心动心痛
Xin Dong Xin Tong
The Heart Touched, The Heart Hurt

By: 刘畊宏/许慧欣
Liu Geng Hong (Will Liu)/Xu Hui Xin

宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
Will:
Heiye shentou le xiangnian
Tou bu zou weiguang shanxian de qianzhong huamian
Wo beizhe shangtong likai
Gudan tuozhe jiyi zhili posui

In the night I'm overcome with thoughts of you
A thousand images that can't be taken away glimmer before me
I leave, bearing a painful burden
Alone, dragging behind me shattered memories

欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
Evonne:
Yuan yiwei buhui gaibian
Yanlei zai lianjia shang ganku shiqu zhijue

I thought it would never change
Now the tears on my cheek have dried, I've lost all sensation

合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
Both:
Wode xin zhengtuo le ai
Gen suizhe xiyang maijin le haiyang

My heart has cast off love
Into the ocean with the setting sun

合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
Both:
Weishenme xiangai de ren que you wei ai er fenzheng
Xianshi de chibang raoluan le yuanben xingfu de qifen
Wo you wode guocuo
Wo you wode yihuo
Cang zai mian dui mian de zhemo beihou
Weishenme rang ai duojin wuyun mibu de tiankong
Suizhe feng piaoliu zai wai yidian yidian de sanluo
Manman yuanli de meng
Jianjian leng que bing feng
Xintong dou dangchu xiangyu de xindong

Why must people in love end up fighting over that love
And the wings of reality stir up the joyous atmosphere?
I have made my mistakes
I have had my doubts
Hidden torturously behind me as we stand face to face
Why must love flee into the black clouds that fill the skies
Blown away bit by bit with the winds?
The dream slowly fades
And gradually freezes over
This pain began with our first joyful meeting

宏:慢慢远离的梦
Will:
Manman yuanli de meng
The dream slowly fades

欣:渐渐冷却冰封
Evonne:
Jianjian leng que bing feng
And gradually freezes over
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Friend's Bday

So i juz cm back frm pyramid and before that we're having dinner in "BBQ" to celebrate my friend's bday. It's kinda fun when close friends gather together and having dinner together. I felt like it's been so long since the last time we're gathering together. Mainly because of assignments n exams which we all are having and also some strained relationship between me and two of my best friends, although it's over but still it wont be the same like before. Recently i felt so lonely and felt like wanna talk to someone really close to me but i somehow felt now i dont hav one. Anywy, here's a few pics to share ^^ It's blurry though cos none of us brought our digicam sigh -_-''' and we're using phone camera >.<

































Bday boy & I lol















My favourite ice-cream is actually strawberry cheesecake flavour, but these 3 flavours also nice too haha..the purple colour one is yam flavour, it's very nice LOL and the other two are corn and strawberry.. I ate lots of ice cream there more than the steamboat LOL, i managed to try all the 6 flavours available there LOL feel so satisfied ^^
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